Moving On

I feel like I've been loosing a good friend of mine. It sucks! We all grow old, finish school, move away, and some get married as time moves on. Change is inevitable as we grow older. It's how we decide to deal with this change that makes everything so different. You can embrace it or you can fit it to the bitter end. I guess I've decided to fight it to the bitter end. I feel like my friend is slowly slipping out of my grip....afraid that I'll never see her again. It's like she's distancing herself from me, or maybe I am from her. Either way life's changes are pulling me many directions. I'm confused, happy, sad, alone, and yet surrounded by many people. It's a confusing time of change here. Things are moving on...and I don't like it.